April 2026

My Last month of treatment

It's finally upon me. Or at least I hope it is.

I am guessing it all depends on the final Scans and test after these last two infusions on whether I end up with a new treatments plan Beause they find Evidence of the Cancer still being present, or I am done and they don't find evidence so I will be on a check-up plan with blood work, most likely every 3 months for the first year, and every six months after than.   Not sure what the "Plan" will be..

Either way, I know that because of the type of cancer I have I will never be fully 100% cancer free. My final diagnosis can only be "No evidence".

during this whole journey that knowledge has made it very hard for me to understand the I will always have cancer, for the rest of my life, and it will be just a waiting game to see when it comes back and where inside my body it will choose to come back.

This is going to sound weird or even macab / morbid, but I have a timeline that I am going to go by now. 5-7 years.  Some people (in my chat group) have had reoccurances withing 2 years, my goal is to see if I can make it 5-7 years.  Yes, I realize that sounds stupid as it is not in my hands.  But I Feel that if I take care of myself, eat right (healthy organic) and excerises when I can, live life as full as I possibly can, maybe, just maybe, I can ward off the reoccurance for as long as possible. 

We shall find out.