December 2nd 2025
I have a slew of questions to ask the Doctor. Because so far, with the research I have done, and the video's I have seen from people with this exact cancer and how they dealt with chemo. I an on the "NO" track for Chemo. But, I am open enough to see what the Dr has to say.
After the hospital staff screwing up and giving me meds and food I was allergic to, my trust was slim to none in the whole system. Everything I am seeing says that this cancer doesn't respond to chemo, and that my future looked pretty grim.
What I haven't mentioned much of yet, is how much I have cried, some low somber sobbing and other days has been hysterically angry sobbing.
Let's also mention, I had to stop taking the anti-hormone they put me on, it has an inactive ingredient (Magnesium Stearate). I woke up on the floor on day 3 of taking it.
The reaction was terrifying. I started to pass out from the pain in my gut realizing what was going on, tried to make to the bathroom and holler at my husband, but, couldn't, I got weak all of sudden, lost my strength to talk, everything went white, my hearing stopped and I was out. My husband was in the garage and the door was shut. My first thought was "I'm gonna die.. And it won't be the cancer that gets me it will be the Alpha-Gal" How ironic is that.
I was only out for a few seconds, but it was scary as heck. I didn't have my EpiPen anywhere near me. Thank goodness I ended up not needing it, it took about 30 minutes or so, but I got back to normal.